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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
.maxchs/Hei/Sam.
.This is a blog that hold up my personal thoughts and feelings. Most of them are sad things. I keep it aside from my daily self
fan of: bunnies & hitman reborn
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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Emo-cancer
NAME.maxchs/Hei/Sam.
.This is a blog that hold up my personal thoughts and feelings. Most of them are sad things. I keep it aside from my daily self
fan of: bunnies & hitman reborn
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
ACGC was bored coz there's loads of game promo going but at the end of the tunnel, there's heaven. Anime booths are there. I lots of stuff, artworks, buttons..etc. They are zomg nice, totally. Comparing to other countries or other event, this is not as good as others but the aime/manga section's still lovable =). Btw i can't seems to join up tomorrow's event(yes, ACGC at midvalley on 27 and 28), might make it up later. Love kidchan, hoooon, h0taru and lots more's art works too, keep up the good work.
p.s:sorry that somehow there's pink stuck on the artwork coz the autograph....sobs...
If ya interested in thier artwork here are some links =):
kidchan
hoooon
h0taru
oh...yeah, can anyone know the remedy for laziness? I got one... the joy of seeing illustrations from DA...but how long will it last? T.T
Another story:
*suddenly sms*
Her: Hei, you can't have a crush on me. We are best friends.
Hei:Err, why suddenly would u said like that...
Her: Nothing really! Just want to tell you. Hehe.
Hei: U scared me until my cell drop on the floor...
Her: Why are u scared?
Hei: Coz u suddenly ask me those kinda thing.
Her: I scared i'm too late when your all ready like me.
...etc...etc...sms-ing.
So what? it's all ready too late.
*Dinner time*
Her sms: What time ur coming back? Can u company me have dinner?
I fly from sungai wang to wangsa maju by train like a torpedo...even the train are on automatics...but I don't even know why this is the fastest time ever... I even pray to Godhoping she's okay.
Her to my friend:Do you read manga? Want to rent out some manga with me nxt time?
2nd time: Can you company me to ???'s church? I'm scared I'm not used to there...
I felt like...usually she ask me...in a "best friend" way...is it most of the girls are like that very good at using people? Mayb I'm a pessimist or not, She's today like not much of talk to me in a way...even there's some convo, she asking me should i company her for breakfast/lunch...etc... I felt like...dump. I always felt heping around, even being used, i don't care...but. ...
I'm feeling like leaving her... Feel like want to avoid her...but I don't feel like being a bad guy coz this matter.... Mayb I just fade away like I use too...
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Three days and two nights stay at ..erm forgot what malacca hotel stay was cool. Get to feel the sandy beach since 10 years ago. I wasn't dare to get near the water coz it's very dirty, it was black (eww).
Before going there, I stay over at her aunt's home. Like she said, her aunt was erm..kinda weird @_@. Meeting her sister for the first time was kind of a surprise. Browse throught photos, I thought she was kind of some 傻又可爱的女生,but she was more mature in some way.
The other day wake up on 5a.m. Meet some other church members, i could hardly remember everyone's name in the same time @_@. It was a 5 hour ride to destination. Joshua the driver, was funny with his bear.
It was tired and fun staying there at the resort. I took a lot of pictures too. But i'm kidna lazy to upload them.
I think he was a pastor, he talk to me about believing christianity... But I still have doubt and many problems in my heart. I'm still not sure about.
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Things have come worse to worst. Unable to join with some friends in the same group coz some 大小姐. First, She kinda had some argument with a boy in my class. One day she suddenly persuade some friends(i wasn't sitting with them at that time so i didn't join up with them)to sit with her on the other side. With a coincidence, Lecturer ask us to form our own group. Each group with 5 members, so that's how i being left out. In the end, I join up with a friend from trial class and 2 smokers(...wft?) That time my emotion were so down, I wish I could hide my self in abyss and thought how could even such a person could so selfish? The desire to just thought others as a life vest? Right now She and one of my friend(Yik Kuan) are always having some argurment. Strange? Even Lecturer do say when we go out to work, we would meet and work with some people who we dislike. Until this day, my emotions are more stabil but I still felt regret and unable to join my friends...
Nightmare doens't stop there, it continue to having it's joy. Assignments getting redo for dozens of the time, Late submitting assignments, burning the midnight oil...dozen of things caming out... well at least in the end they are worth it. Assignments make my eyes open to see farther things. Throught this nightmare...somethings are to be glad and something's not. When would be the next nightmare?
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First day was kinda crappy too. Those bad habit from high school still exist. Meet only person I know, his was a friend's friend. Some from trial class still studying here. At the begining was great...doing homework together, having humiliated by lecturer, late night sleeps....before the nightmare begins...
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3 weeks of holiday coming this friday. There's lot of things to do like assignment and final project + presentations. But I try to update this bolg by throwing most of things that happen in one time. Hope everyone fine too. = )
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I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/ACGC at midvalley --
Saturday, September 27, 2008 ( 7:37 AM )
ACGC was bored coz there's loads of game promo going but at the end of the tunnel, there's heaven. Anime booths are there. I lots of stuff, artworks, buttons..etc. They are zomg nice, totally. Comparing to other countries or other event, this is not as good as others but the aime/manga section's still lovable =). Btw i can't seems to join up tomorrow's event(yes, ACGC at midvalley on 27 and 28), might make it up later. Love kidchan, hoooon, h0taru and lots more's art works too, keep up the good work.
p.s:sorry that somehow there's pink stuck on the artwork coz the autograph....sobs...
If ya interested in thier artwork here are some links =):
kidchan
hoooon
h0taru
oh...yeah, can anyone know the remedy for laziness? I got one... the joy of seeing illustrations from DA...but how long will it last? T.T
Another story:
*suddenly sms*
Her: Hei, you can't have a crush on me. We are best friends.
Hei:Err, why suddenly would u said like that...
Her: Nothing really! Just want to tell you. Hehe.
Hei: U scared me until my cell drop on the floor...
Her: Why are u scared?
Hei: Coz u suddenly ask me those kinda thing.
Her: I scared i'm too late when your all ready like me.
...etc...etc...sms-ing.
So what? it's all ready too late.
*Dinner time*
Her sms: What time ur coming back? Can u company me have dinner?
I fly from sungai wang to wangsa maju by train like a torpedo...even the train are on automatics...but I don't even know why this is the fastest time ever... I even pray to Godhoping she's okay.
Her to my friend:Do you read manga? Want to rent out some manga with me nxt time?
2nd time: Can you company me to ???'s church? I'm scared I'm not used to there...
I felt like...usually she ask me...in a "best friend" way...is it most of the girls are like that very good at using people? Mayb I'm a pessimist or not, She's today like not much of talk to me in a way...even there's some convo, she asking me should i company her for breakfast/lunch...etc... I felt like...dump. I always felt heping around, even being used, i don't care...but. ...
I'm feeling like leaving her... Feel like want to avoid her...but I don't feel like being a bad guy coz this matter.... Mayb I just fade away like I use too...
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{/God@live? --
Sunday, September 14, 2008 ( 5:12 AM )
Three days and two nights stay at ..erm forgot what malacca hotel stay was cool. Get to feel the sandy beach since 10 years ago. I wasn't dare to get near the water coz it's very dirty, it was black (eww).
Before going there, I stay over at her aunt's home. Like she said, her aunt was erm..kinda weird @_@. Meeting her sister for the first time was kind of a surprise. Browse throught photos, I thought she was kind of some 傻又可爱的女生,but she was more mature in some way.
The other day wake up on 5a.m. Meet some other church members, i could hardly remember everyone's name in the same time @_@. It was a 5 hour ride to destination. Joshua the driver, was funny with his bear.
It was tired and fun staying there at the resort. I took a lot of pictures too. But i'm kidna lazy to upload them.
I think he was a pastor, he talk to me about believing christianity... But I still have doubt and many problems in my heart. I'm still not sure about.
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{/Begining of Nightmare --
Saturday, September 13, 2008 ( 2:38 AM )
Things have come worse to worst. Unable to join with some friends in the same group coz some 大小姐. First, She kinda had some argument with a boy in my class. One day she suddenly persuade some friends(i wasn't sitting with them at that time so i didn't join up with them)to sit with her on the other side. With a coincidence, Lecturer ask us to form our own group. Each group with 5 members, so that's how i being left out. In the end, I join up with a friend from trial class and 2 smokers(...wft?) That time my emotion were so down, I wish I could hide my self in abyss and thought how could even such a person could so selfish? The desire to just thought others as a life vest? Right now She and one of my friend(Yik Kuan) are always having some argurment. Strange? Even Lecturer do say when we go out to work, we would meet and work with some people who we dislike. Until this day, my emotions are more stabil but I still felt regret and unable to join my friends...
Nightmare doens't stop there, it continue to having it's joy. Assignments getting redo for dozens of the time, Late submitting assignments, burning the midnight oil...dozen of things caming out... well at least in the end they are worth it. Assignments make my eyes open to see farther things. Throught this nightmare...somethings are to be glad and something's not. When would be the next nightmare?
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{/The begining of nightmare --
Friday, September 12, 2008 ( 8:45 PM )
First day was kinda crappy too. Those bad habit from high school still exist. Meet only person I know, his was a friend's friend. Some from trial class still studying here. At the begining was great...doing homework together, having humiliated by lecturer, late night sleeps....before the nightmare begins...
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{/Back again? --
Thursday, September 11, 2008 ( 7:26 AM )
3 weeks of holiday coming this friday. There's lot of things to do like assignment and final project + presentations. But I try to update this bolg by throwing most of things that happen in one time. Hope everyone fine too. = )
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i think they call it freedom of speech
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Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
Eefennie
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designer DancingSheep
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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Eefennie
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watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer DancingSheep
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
▪ new camera(canon) - ★★★★
▪ pass my driving testy - ★★★
▪ get a part time job - ★★★
▪ be strong - ★★★★★
▪ Sojourn - ★★★★★
▪ Don't get sick - ★★★★
▪ Be a good and better person - ★X9999
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
{/miscellaneous --
my virtual barang
TO DO LISTy
▪ forgetting her/Don't fall in love with her - ★★★★★▪ new camera(canon) - ★★★★
▪ pass my driving testy - ★★★
▪ get a part time job - ★★★
▪ be strong - ★★★★★
▪ Sojourn - ★★★★★
▪ Don't get sick - ★★★★
▪ Be a good and better person - ★X9999