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I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
.maxchs/Hei/Sam.
.This is a blog that hold up my personal thoughts and feelings. Most of them are sad things. I keep it aside from my daily self
fan of: bunnies & hitman reborn
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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Emo-cancer
NAME.maxchs/Hei/Sam.
.This is a blog that hold up my personal thoughts and feelings. Most of them are sad things. I keep it aside from my daily self
fan of: bunnies & hitman reborn
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
So it improve? better than the old man? sorry to Sylar fans out there, it didn't look like Zachary Quinto. The right side woman is... don't know who who who, it's didn't went well coz the time limit.
AHH! I don't care, i want to draw more people from heroes. Guess who's next...?*smirk*
The anime tosokan sensou was great but since veoh went stingy, so i on hold it for a while. The opening's cool btw, long wait for it. Thx gendou.
Why do i always have to be 'sabar" when other people angry? I can't I be angry instead? I just have to hold my breath.
To someone: I even know i can, my friend that bad nickname but what about the things he done to me? things that hurt me most?
To someone: If someone ask I will answer. I have my reasons not to tell anyone because I know you will tell everyone. I just want to keep my profile low, that's all. Something I don't want to talk about it, coz in the end u won't try to understand. U will try to make things like u r always right.
To someone: I know I was crappy in that way of saying that to u.
So... to everyone one. I didn't felt i'm the one with the full responsibility of being wrong or the bad guy. Like one of my friend said, "People don't always feel they are guilty". Since everyone like it when people say that word to them which makes them happy, even they are ones who are wrong.
Things was kinda crap so gotta went silent for a while. Hope I don't turn into this
Real life or somewhere isn't safe anymore...except some where in the net or home.
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Gundam 00's ost was awesome. especial this one. Yays for me, i brought "galaxie" magazine, well at least it's okay for a reference. I can start working on figure sketching again and limit my time to 3 hours(what a pain).
please stop it, i don't want to hear any of it. I don't care i have to walk or take bus. I just want my life away from it.
For those who lufff gundam 00 ost, you can find it here(part 1).
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happy that basic design was great so does figure sketching, they improve well. except for water colour, ugh..it's bad. But i gotta just keep trying. There's was no photo for this week coz i keep forgetting to bring my camera. The figure sketch by the lecturer was awesome again...
now kinda tired but manage to type this few sentence here.
btw resonance was cool. If ur interested in, check it out here
I never gonna go to the library again..except ... maybe after trial class. And I was kinda upset hear what my classmate says... just like fallenmidnightstar says, there's loads of barbie doll in this world. Most of them just hide their persona with their mask. guess just hafta treasure my true friends in both net and real world.
mayb just rest a while by stay at home...i have to get the "Pineapple" stuff working too.
edit: Oh yeah, i hear someone's music tone with Peach . aww so sweet ^3^
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Water colour isn't that bad...well for now. But i'm able to mix the colours "naturally", except lack of water. Everything I draw kinda dehydrate. >W<
After i went back and brought a marker, i thought of why don't i try to use a softer way to use my tablet? So it turn out into this...
well at least it's ok...
about figure sketching, it was hell. But surprise to me that, the lecturer's art. It was.... AWESOME. So there's some individual sketching activities that i able to scop. =X
btw, there's two assignment filling the time. But what the heck was "no asian, i want western. Jay chou is not included" Who cares abt jay chou? At least i have yamapi + kame...ARGHHH!! I have no choice but to draw Hayden Leslie Panettiere or Zachary Quinto
p.s: hei, u are a bad friend indeed. u didn't even care about bdays do u? *sigh*... who cares, hei is a ワルイ ヒト anyways...
Others:
HUMONGOUS COSPLAY + INTERVIEW AT ASIA -
A deviantart user know as blackmage9 a.k.a. Elodia was feature in the net and newspaper with her friend slumberdoll, how cool! >< here for more info.
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ps: oh noes hei, what have u done >_>
edit: plus it was raining late evening, it was awesome. >:D
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I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
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Monday, June 16, 2008 ( 5:22 AM )
So it improve? better than the old man? sorry to Sylar fans out there, it didn't look like Zachary Quinto. The right side woman is... don't know who who who, it's didn't went well coz the time limit.
AHH! I don't care, i want to draw more people from heroes. Guess who's next...?*smirk*
The anime tosokan sensou was great but since veoh went stingy, so i on hold it for a while. The opening's cool btw, long wait for it. Thx gendou.
Why do i always have to be 'sabar" when other people angry? I can't I be angry instead? I just have to hold my breath.
To someone: I even know i can, my friend that bad nickname but what about the things he done to me? things that hurt me most?
To someone: If someone ask I will answer. I have my reasons not to tell anyone because I know you will tell everyone. I just want to keep my profile low, that's all. Something I don't want to talk about it, coz in the end u won't try to understand. U will try to make things like u r always right.
To someone: I know I was crappy in that way of saying that to u.
So... to everyone one. I didn't felt i'm the one with the full responsibility of being wrong or the bad guy. Like one of my friend said, "People don't always feel they are guilty". Since everyone like it when people say that word to them which makes them happy, even they are ones who are wrong.
I'm sorry.
Things was kinda crap so gotta went silent for a while. Hope I don't turn into this
Real life or somewhere isn't safe anymore...except some where in the net or home.
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Sunday, June 15, 2008 ( 9:18 AM )
Name: maxchs, hei, sam
Sisters: -
Brothers: -
Shoe size: 8, 9, nearly 10..i lost count
Height: above 170
Where do you live: northwest of KLCC
Favourite drinks: yoghurt, justea, plain water.
Favourite breakfast: eggs, bread, sandwich
Have you ever been on a plane: nope. I don't want to become like people in LOST
Swam in the ocean: ><, i don't want to swim with floating plastic bags...
Fallen asleep in school:It's a routine
Broken someone's heart: Sometimes.
Fell off your chair: primary and high school ONLY
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: what is the reason people invent voice mail for?
Saved e-mails:only important newsletter or any email, others i trash them out, depend on my boredem
What is your room like: The furniture keeps moving from places to place, coz it's crappy here.
What's right beside you: My compute, bamboo fun, my homework...=_="'
What is the last thing you ate: biscuit
Ever had Chicken pox: it was itchy like hell
Sore throat: sometimes.
Stitches: What?
Do you believe in love at first sight: I only worship FOOD, sleeping and Zero.
Like picnics: well, not really. I don't want to get attack by bees.
Who was the last person you danced with: None.
Last made you smile: My cat
You last yelled: My stupid computer
Seven facts about me:
01. I have a crap internet, which sometimes dc, dc even the modem state that the lines okay, dc after technician fix it..etc
02. likes to do things behind the scene.
03. have a unhealthy obsession with asia, mostly japan. e.g. manga, jdrama, anime, nintendo ds.
04. nice guy or so in net, crap person in the real world.
05. My room was crap, i didn't have a proper table for doing homework.
06. mostly do things with my dying will flame on.
07. Still learning how to paint with WATER COLOUR!!!
Seven things that scare me:
01. A world/ day WITHOU FOOD ( U IDIOT BABARIANS! WHY DID U DEMOLISH DESA'S STALLS?! MY FOOD!!! *faints*)
02. A world without BOOKS!!! seriously books do ROCKS!
03. NO INTERNET!!!
04. NO MUSIC NO LIFE!
05. My bamboo fun not functioning...T__T(it's recover now ^_^)
06. Do some silly or lame thing. *blushes*
07. My cat walk over my homework.
Seven current songs:
01. Friends by Stephanie
o2. Ins't it beuatiful? (piano version)
03. FF7 main theme (piano version)
04. Aerith's theme (piano version)
05. Fuyu no sora by Splay
06. Atashi no machi Atashi no machi by Hitomi Takahashi
07. 88-LM.C
Seven things I always say:
01. Hmm
02. huh?
03. oh my goose
04. nyan
05. nyaa
06. it is.
07. kufufu
Seven precious things:
01. FOOD
02. INTERNET
03. BAMBOO FUN
04. MUSIC
05. Friends
06. my pc
07. family
Seven "first time" in my life:
01. Doing some lame stuff in he library...>_>
02. Make my hair like yamapi
03. Go to college
04. Able to draw things in an A3 paper(yays, hooray!)
05. Brought NEWTYPE (japanese version)
06. Use a tablet
07. Use a Set Square
5 things I was doing 10 years ago..
1- Chasing a dog in singapore
2- Sleep over at relatives.
3- learn how to use a computer
4- An evening walk at Orchard route with my uncle.
5- PLaying idiot eraser games...>_>
5 things on my to-do list today:
1- Go to bed
2- Eat
3- finish my figure sketching
4- Finish this kill-boredem tag by iep
5- Listen to music
5 snacks I enjoy:
1- Biscuits
2- Chips, any.
3- anything related to food
4- i said anything
5- ur still reading? i guess ur bored huh?
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1- Dominate the world
2- Get a new place to live
3- Buy anything my parent wants
4- Buy every kind of food from asia
5- World tour? mayb asia is enough.
5 places I have lived in:
1- alor setar
2- kedah
3- singapore
4- my house.
5- kl
Jobs I've had:
1- at kinokuniya.
2- slacker at home
3- taking care of 2 adopted daughters
4- Take part in class photography in photography club
5- Whacking albin
ugh...done. I hope iep done laughing... now back to figure sketching...mayb no, sleep.
Sisters: -
Brothers: -
Shoe size: 8, 9, nearly 10..i lost count
Height: above 170
Where do you live: northwest of KLCC
Favourite drinks: yoghurt, justea, plain water.
Favourite breakfast: eggs, bread, sandwich
Have you ever been on a plane: nope. I don't want to become like people in LOST
Swam in the ocean: ><, i don't want to swim with floating plastic bags...
Fallen asleep in school:It's a routine
Broken someone's heart: Sometimes.
Fell off your chair: primary and high school ONLY
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: what is the reason people invent voice mail for?
Saved e-mails:only important newsletter or any email, others i trash them out, depend on my boredem
What is your room like: The furniture keeps moving from places to place, coz it's crappy here.
What's right beside you: My compute, bamboo fun, my homework...=_="'
What is the last thing you ate: biscuit
Ever had Chicken pox: it was itchy like hell
Sore throat: sometimes.
Stitches: What?
Do you believe in love at first sight: I only worship FOOD, sleeping and Zero.
Like picnics: well, not really. I don't want to get attack by bees.
Who was the last person you danced with: None.
Last made you smile: My cat
You last yelled: My stupid computer
Seven facts about me:
01. I have a crap internet, which sometimes dc, dc even the modem state that the lines okay, dc after technician fix it..etc
02. likes to do things behind the scene.
03. have a unhealthy obsession with asia, mostly japan. e.g. manga, jdrama, anime, nintendo ds.
04. nice guy or so in net, crap person in the real world.
05. My room was crap, i didn't have a proper table for doing homework.
06. mostly do things with my dying will flame on.
07. Still learning how to paint with WATER COLOUR!!!
Seven things that scare me:
01. A world/ day WITHOU FOOD ( U IDIOT BABARIANS! WHY DID U DEMOLISH DESA'S STALLS?! MY FOOD!!! *faints*)
02. A world without BOOKS!!! seriously books do ROCKS!
03. NO INTERNET!!!
04. NO MUSIC NO LIFE!
05. My bamboo fun not functioning...T__T(it's recover now ^_^)
06. Do some silly or lame thing. *blushes*
07. My cat walk over my homework.
Seven current songs:
01. Friends by Stephanie
o2. Ins't it beuatiful? (piano version)
03. FF7 main theme (piano version)
04. Aerith's theme (piano version)
05. Fuyu no sora by Splay
06. Atashi no machi Atashi no machi by Hitomi Takahashi
07. 88-LM.C
Seven things I always say:
01. Hmm
02. huh?
03. oh my goose
04. nyan
05. nyaa
06. it is.
07. kufufu
Seven precious things:
01. FOOD
02. INTERNET
03. BAMBOO FUN
04. MUSIC
05. Friends
06. my pc
07. family
Seven "first time" in my life:
01. Doing some lame stuff in he library...>_>
02. Make my hair like yamapi
03. Go to college
04. Able to draw things in an A3 paper(yays, hooray!)
05. Brought NEWTYPE (japanese version)
06. Use a tablet
07. Use a Set Square
5 things I was doing 10 years ago..
1- Chasing a dog in singapore
2- Sleep over at relatives.
3- learn how to use a computer
4- An evening walk at Orchard route with my uncle.
5- PLaying idiot eraser games...>_>
5 things on my to-do list today:
1- Go to bed
2- Eat
3- finish my figure sketching
4- Finish this kill-boredem tag by iep
5- Listen to music
5 snacks I enjoy:
1- Biscuits
2- Chips, any.
3- anything related to food
4- i said anything
5- ur still reading? i guess ur bored huh?
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1- Dominate the world
2- Get a new place to live
3- Buy anything my parent wants
4- Buy every kind of food from asia
5- World tour? mayb asia is enough.
5 places I have lived in:
1- alor setar
2- kedah
3- singapore
4- my house.
5- kl
Jobs I've had:
1- at kinokuniya.
2- slacker at home
3- taking care of 2 adopted daughters
4- Take part in class photography in photography club
5- Whacking albin
ugh...done. I hope iep done laughing... now back to figure sketching...mayb no, sleep.
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{/How's how? --
Saturday, June 14, 2008 ( 7:34 AM )
Gundam 00's ost was awesome. especial this one. Yays for me, i brought "galaxie" magazine, well at least it's okay for a reference. I can start working on figure sketching again and limit my time to 3 hours(what a pain).
please stop it, i don't want to hear any of it. I don't care i have to walk or take bus. I just want my life away from it.
For those who lufff gundam 00 ost, you can find it here(part 1).
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{/Where's where's? --
Thursday, June 12, 2008 ( 6:23 AM )
happy that basic design was great so does figure sketching, they improve well. except for water colour, ugh..it's bad. But i gotta just keep trying. There's was no photo for this week coz i keep forgetting to bring my camera. The figure sketch by the lecturer was awesome again...
now kinda tired but manage to type this few sentence here.
btw resonance was cool. If ur interested in, check it out here
I never gonna go to the library again..except ... maybe after trial class. And I was kinda upset hear what my classmate says... just like fallenmidnightstar says, there's loads of barbie doll in this world. Most of them just hide their persona with their mask. guess just hafta treasure my true friends in both net and real world.
mayb just rest a while by stay at home...i have to get the "Pineapple" stuff working too.
edit: Oh yeah, i hear someone's music tone with Peach . aww so sweet ^3^
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{/No asia pls. --
Thursday, June 5, 2008 ( 5:44 AM )
Water colour isn't that bad...well for now. But i'm able to mix the colours "naturally", except lack of water. Everything I draw kinda dehydrate. >W<
After i went back and brought a marker, i thought of why don't i try to use a softer way to use my tablet? So it turn out into this...
about figure sketching, it was hell. But surprise to me that, the lecturer's art. It was.... AWESOME. So there's some individual sketching activities that i able to scop. =X
btw, there's two assignment filling the time. But what the heck was "no asian, i want western. Jay chou is not included" Who cares abt jay chou? At least i have yamapi + kame...ARGHHH!! I have no choice but to draw Hayden Leslie Panettiere or Zachary Quinto
p.s: hei, u are a bad friend indeed. u didn't even care about bdays do u? *sigh*... who cares, hei is a ワルイ ヒト anyways...
Others:
HUMONGOUS COSPLAY + INTERVIEW AT ASIA -
A deviantart user know as blackmage9 a.k.a. Elodia was feature in the net and newspaper with her friend slumberdoll, how cool! >< here for more info.
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{/New step --
Tuesday, June 3, 2008 ( 4:10 AM )
>w< i like the fun drawing with pigment ink in A3 papers but somehow don't where does some black dirt or sort come from. it makes my assignment looks dirty. Anyways, still not satisfy how my wall turn out. But as long as Cousin's happy. I'm glad. =)
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ps: oh noes hei, what have u done >_>
edit: plus it was raining late evening, it was awesome. >:D
Labels: birthday, maxchs, persona, present, soul, trinity, wallpaper
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Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
▪ new camera(canon) - ★★★★
▪ pass my driving testy - ★★★
▪ get a part time job - ★★★
▪ be strong - ★★★★★
▪ Sojourn - ★★★★★
▪ Don't get sick - ★★★★
▪ Be a good and better person - ★X9999
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my virtual barang
TO DO LISTy
▪ forgetting her/Don't fall in love with her - ★★★★★▪ new camera(canon) - ★★★★
▪ pass my driving testy - ★★★
▪ get a part time job - ★★★
▪ be strong - ★★★★★
▪ Sojourn - ★★★★★
▪ Don't get sick - ★★★★
▪ Be a good and better person - ★X9999